My History

I've been wanting to write a blog about my experiences for a while, but never did get around to it.
I've finally decided to sit down and sort it all out, so i'll start at the beginning, and add some blog entries from my diary.
Apologies if some entries are long, and also written in different tenses - it depends when I actually wrote them!

Monday, 27 September 2010


Everything is a fucking failure.
The treatment didn't work.
Cancer is more active than it was before I had the treatment, and also growing again.

ESHAP chemo starts in 2 weeks.

8 years fighting is taking it's toll on me.


  1. Bless you, you must be devestated!!! It is have enough havig to go through a few months of treatment so you must be sick to the back teeth of it!! Keeping my fingers crossed for you.... xx

  2. Sorry to hear it hasn't worked as you'd hoped.
    Fingers crossed the chemo will xx